Life is not always the sweet and mellow tone of the cello. For a beggar, life is all about getting two meals a day while for a rag picker, it is about having easy access to rags. As the saying goes-A bird in hand is worth two in the bush. Contentment is what makes people happy and satisfied. But the point is that there is no any measuring instrument for the level of satisfaction. I always dreamt of going abroad, a good country and then my life would be complete. I am here abroad but this has done nothing to solidify my impatient thoughts. I am restless, desperate and in search for nirvana- the ultimate place for solitude and tranquillity, to some extent.
I have taken a U-turn into my life or I would rather call it an M-turn. I always thought decision making to be the most sought-after qualities a man should possess. But, I am myself a fail when it comes to decision making. Many a times, I have narrowed myself into the crevasse of regret and repentance owing to the wrong decision I undertook. This decision I undertook was instantaneous and spontaneous. But, when I scrutinise it minutely, I felt the positives outnumber the negatives. Also, my manhood-instinct motivated me to take risks associated with it. It is hard to imagine how complex and hazy life can turn out to be. I cant pre-determine how comfortably I can tackle the coming days but I am happy that I have taken a decision among complexities. It would be a challenge for me to soothe the wobbly paths ahead but there is also a victory associated. Considering my expectation for a breakthrough into my life, I would regard this turning point to be a means to ease my anxieties and an inspiration to confront life's challenges ahead.
2 comments:
Yea you are right life is complex. And the complexities within it examines us every moment. what kinda decision we take which path we choose decides our destiny. And at times its hard to take right decisions in every step. Here i remember someones saying "you buy peace by diffusing complexitier" so no worries. Complications in life doesnt counts unless we are able to handle them :-)
I appreciate what you said- Decisions decide our destiny. So, it could be worth keeping a microscopic eye in every major step we forward. It is not good crying over the split milk but the point is to try covering it to prevent it from spilling. Thanks anyway...
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